So yes it has been so long since I have written a blog but wow I have been so busy it is crazy. I have so much on my plate right now but like I have said before I kinda like it. i am so used to not having friends and not doing anything outside of the house that the more stuff I have to do the better. I get bored really easy and then It makes me depressed cause I have no one that is close to me that I can just say hey lets talk.
Like for instance my husband is gonna get a ass kicking if he doesn't start living up to his promise. Before we moved here I was a full time just stay at home mom. I had no job and all I did was play with my kids and clean and cook and My hubby didn't have to do anything. I way I say it was he worked so it was only far that I took care of the house and kids. I liked it, i didn't mind doing it. Then he desired he has had enough of Calgary and off to Victoria we go. Moving yet again. I told him no the last time we were in Victoria we were buying diapers with pop bottle money and I was not going to allow my children to live like that again. He promised me that it would be different, and it has been for sure. He said you can start a Day home and still be home with the kids and he would take on 50% of the life responsibility's.
So on Sundays i take Faith to gymnastics, I do the grocery shopping for the week. I clean the house for the start of the week. I make sure there are crafts and stuff for the day care kids, make lunch for Austin. Monday Austin has beavers, Tuesday Gymnastics for Austin Wednesday I usually have a PAC Meeting I clean the house daily for Daycare. I take car of 5 kids just so we all know. I cook the dinners I make the lunches, I help with the home work. I take the kids to parks and Play groups and birthday party's I started an Epicure business to make extra money and I am in the middle of trying to do consignment sale to make extra money with stuff that is just sitting in boxes. I made a cook book this year with Austin's school.
So the reason for this rant is because I have asked and asked for help. and nope nothing. I asked him last week to please call Kia about the leak in the car. I dont know the first thing about cars so when they ask questions like where is the leaking coming from all I can say to the guy is the bottom of the car. One freaken thing I ask him to do and he says to me yesterday. Well why cant you do it. You think I have anytime to do that. or Marlena why dont you work out more, you are always saying that you are so out of shape why dont you go for a run on the tread mill or take a swimming class. (I thought swimming class was a great Idea, just gotta figure out when I can do it).
So anyways needless to say he is mad at me for being so cranky and he doesn't know why I am being so cranky. and I am pissed that he doesn't know why I am mad. It pisses me off more that he thinks that my day is so much easier and I should find time to do everything. I take care of all the money and the schedule, he doesn't even know when my birthday is most days. So that is my rant. OMG things need to change or I will loss it. I think I wanna pretend to have a nervous breakdown just so I can go stay in a hospital and relax and have people feed me hahahaha. On another note, does anybody know if this blogging site has an ap for the Iphone. I would like to read blogs and write my blogs on my Iphone.
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